The day which is the most beautiful day is when" the SAVIOUR is BORNED''

2006-12-11T16:02:00.000+08:00

Indeed i quit Dw, because of some reason, but i forgiven them for the things that they did to me. I lost them but i gained a god who will be my everything. "JESUS CHRIST"I love him very much.

People who believe in him will be saved.

for he forgiven us,therefore we should forgive anyone that is harming us.

He did not hate the people who torture him,instead he pray to his father,forgive them for they do not know

what they are doing.

If you are feeling down,sad or undescribale feeling, you need something,then pray to jesus christ and accept him because he will find you and be with you and love you.

AMEN!!!

2006-09-08T23:30:00.000+08:00

yeah!! i promoted to account executive which made me a leader and more mature now.. thanks father and mother for the support and of course all the senior.. !! thanks

2006-09-05T00:22:00.000+08:00

Becoming Free - A Reminder of the Principles of Life
1: Life does not work through indecision. Indecision promotes blocks, confusion and stress. Make a decision and allow life to find movement through you. Trust yourself. 2: The 3 C's of life are Courage, Capacity and Commitment. It takes Courage and a commitment to make many of life's decisions, and capacity to follow them through. The 3 C's of a successful relationship are Caring, Consideration and Communication. Communication opens the door between us, consideration allows us to pass through it and our ability to care for each other unites us.3: Truth is not truth out of timing- yet it remains truth. We are the timing to recognize truth. 4: The mind recoils from the unknown, so we seek to make everything known, and, thus sage. Imagination is the key to the unknown- positive, uplifting imagination. 5: For as long as we search for Our God Self, we deny that we are it. Loving your self reveals your truth. 6: Becoming free is not changing yourself into someone you think you should be. Becoming free is falling in love with who you are- right now. 7: Imagine a room of pitch dark and a room of bright light connected by a door. When you open the door what happens? Light floods into the dark room, illuminating it. Live accordingly, think thoughts of light. 8: F.E.A.R- False Evidence Appearing Real 9: Anything of the past that is unresolved is unresolved now. Living NOW resolves the past. 10: Life flows from the inside out, never the reverse. Understand this and you cease to be a victim. 11: Love responds- fear reacts. Love connects- fear separates. Love uplifts- fear deflates. Love creates- fear destroys. 12: There is no such thing as a mistake- only experience. There is no such thing as failure- only people's condemnation. There is no such thing as success- only people's approval. Let life live through you. 13: Do not get caught up in modifying your life, allow life to change YOU. Modification is a superficial exterior veneer, change is an inner shift in consciousness. 14: Pain is a measure of your resistance to change. 15: Decide whether you want to be an onlooker of life or a participant. This is the birthplace of choice. 16: You hear with your ears- but you listen with your mind. You look with your eyes- but you see from the heart. 17: Consciousness is not contained in your body- you are the consciousness that contains the body. Consciousness draws to itself form through which to express 18: Your mind cannot exist in the moment. You cannot think your way into the moment, you can only think your way out of it. This indicates that your mind/intellect cannot set you free. Only your consciousness is aware of NOW. True freedom is a state of consciousness. 19: We each live in our own universe, a universe of our making. It is designed to support our beliefs and our focus. Our thoughts are our focus, so observe your thoughts, focus on your blessings, and trust. This is how you become a participant. 20: Practise seeing all life around you as an aspect of yourself. In this way you shatter the illusion of separation. 21: Your mind does now know the difference between what you do want or what you don't want, it only knows what you focus on. Many people focus on what they don't have, what they are incapable of doing and their sicknesses. 22: If you focus on what you do have, it increases. If you focus on what you don't have, you will have even less. If you focus on your capabilities, they grow, if you focus on your health, it improves. 23: Your mind does not know the difference between a powerfully imagined reality and a physical happening reality. Why? Because there is no difference. 24: You only have a problem if you believe you have a problem. 25: Liv e these principles and you will be practising reality. Practise reality until you overcome the illusion. It is only an illusion that you are not free, now!
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2006-08-23T20:26:00.000+08:00

I BELIEVE I CAN FLY!!!

Rules for being human
1. Your will receive a body. You may like it, or hate it, but it will be yours for the entire period this time around. 2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full time informal school called life. Each day in this school you have the opportunity to learn lessons. You may like the lessons or think they are irrelevant and stupid. 3. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial and error and experimentation. The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiment that ultimately "works". 4. A lesson is repeated until learned... A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go to the next lesson. Periodically, the lesson will be re- presented to see if you still remember it.

5. Learning lessons does not end. There is no part of life that does not contain its lessons. If you are alive, there ar e lessons to be learnt. If no lessons is being presented, it is likely that you are no longer alive. 6. "There" is no better than "here". When your "there" has become a "here", you will simply acquire another "there". That will again look better than "here".

7. Others are simply mirrors of you. You cannot love or hate something about another person unless it reflects something you love or hate about yourself. 8. What you make of your life is up to you. You have all the tools and resources you need. What you make of them is up to you; the choice is yours. 9. Your answers lie inside you. The answers to life's questions lie inside you. All you have to do is look, listen and trust. 10. You will forget all this. That fact is itself a lesson.

2006-08-18T18:43:00.000+08:00

finally back to blog after long day of battle.. was very very busy with work and exam.. hope i could as least pass all my module.. dont wanna repeat and stay behind for one semester.. that is very very sad sad..

teng and cherrie the rest is still in the hall as i came out earlier as i dont wanna sit in the hall for two hour.. my butt will have pressure sore.. so wanna change position but scare funny.. so came out and take a breathe.. than saw teng escort by a teacher to the ladies.. hahha she was shock that i came out so early.. haha lol how are u kah hong.. long time/.. taht time sorry cant attend your birthday outing was busy and broke..sorry but as least i did call u and say HAPPY BIRTHDAY/..haha hope u have fun...

was tired this fewday.. very very.. and i changed my hair style.. many people said i became matured. thanks everyone.. just wanna be more matured..

but dont worry.. i can still joke..

see ya

**-life is a bullshit with a flower on it-**

it means in life we are like the flower having many obstacle which is the shit.. but we manage to outshine ourself to become the standing flower rather than be part of the shit..

2006-08-05T01:27:00.000+08:00

TO:mr richard

1)why do i want to be successful?
*i want to earn as least 5 digit figure within 7 years.
*i want to drive a mecerdi ben when i am 27 year old.
*i want to let people know that ,even people who dont do well in their
studies could still be successful in life.
*i want to up hold my family name.
*i want people to respect me and address with a mr infront of my name when they greet me.
*being a success ful person could actually be very influential and could help people in need
Ex,in show we always see high ranking people could solve a small problem seem to them but difficuit to the normal people just by asking the person to drop the matter.
*i want my wife in the future to feel proud of me.

2)why do i want to join DW?
*i saw the potential of DW becoming listed in the near future.
*if DW grow,i will grow too.
*friendly ,humble and willing to teach high ranking subortinates.
*to become a young manager before 22
*the product is helping people but still does not convince everyone.as a training nurse,i want to introduce this product to help mankind.
*DW could be a saviour of peoplle life in singapore,being inside makes me proud.
*i want to test my limit,i want to go far and DW is the place i could use to see.
*without capital,one could venture and make money now like a own boss,which company offers that?

your sincerely,
tan yong hong

2006-08-04T12:00:00.000+08:00

finally jigobae/yonghong is back to blog.. i guess some of you wanted me to do so..because if i do not.. all of you wont tag!! har har... now at shs e plaza lab alone. waiting for time to pass to 2pm so that i could pass the clinical test and go..

recently.. i dont noe if i could call it a chance.. althought i am still afraid to take on the responsiblilty of this issue..especially it is about the whole world wide.. and soon to be listed company...

i promise you cherrie.,von and ah teng..that i will still continue to pursue nursing course while i go for that challenge.. even if i failed..as least i still got nursing ahahh..so pessimistic.. i will try my best to be success..because the director earning 11 thousand plus everymonth told me.. that if you want to success..no matter how many qualification you have.. if you are not hardworking you will never make it.. he say to me... yong hong.. if you want to earn five digit figure in your life.. learn from some one who earn it .. i know i wil be learning from him very much.. cause he really look cool.. he got the director of the company air.. but he dont carry any air..he dont look down and he is very friendly and willing to teach..even the chairman who is millionair in the company is also very friendly althought i never meet him before.. i know i wil be able to meet him soon..hahaa...

thanks cherrie.. i really want to thanks you..for giving me that sweet chocolate and apple pie.. but if i found out that ypu never eat.. i will buy 10 apple pie and stuff all of them at one into your mouth..yeah..

hmm.. kah hong..that time at your window.. i told ya things happened for a reason and look ahead.. you did not reply me..but accept my respect for one thing..willinness to understand..
kahhong. this saturday.. dont forget is 9 am at clementi mrt control station..wait there and when everyone ispresent .. we will board the bus to ngee ann.. but remember althought there will be cater but..please eat breakfast first because.. it will be 2 and half hour b4 you can start eating..

hahaha..

teng.. har.. sing sing sing jigobae jigobae jigobae..so cute ah teng... hhmm.. calalily flower...
when you wear white.. you look like that flower.. haha just that cala liliy are normally guy .cause it got the sharp pointing part in the middle..hehe.. no la also got female la..just cut alway..hehe..
calaalily rules..

byebye everyone..see everyone of ya..

last but not least.. the jigobae quote..

**-if you want to learn an ability or values,learn from the person who owns this ablilty or values.-**

a person has two self. one is oneself and one is a ideal self

2006-07-29T17:14:00.000+08:00

Jigobae is here to blog le... today there is a sentosa outing..yesterday..von and jasmine was asking me to go.. i really wanted to go.. but i just wanna try it this way..

everytime i go out with them. my objective is always to cheer them up.... so i wanna try if tiday,without jigobae... if they are still happy and cheer up even i am not there.. mean next time i can try to skip some outing with them...

.. but seriously without going out on saturday.. is really sian leh..haha...

i want to say something to ahteng... ah teng..it is not your fault that i failed ok?
you had done a thing that will boost a person confident to pass.. and that is the support from
ya to your friend..see how your smile and supoort impact others.. jia you..

we are secret free brother and sista remember.. if u break your promise of not saying.. than i will be sad..now i wanna say again..failed dosent mean end of the world...it means the giving of second chance to do better..

and dont you ah teng ever say die die.. if u really die i wll be damn sad...ok..
remembered that time at suntec city mall? u asked him this qn.. what if you fall down.. from the height.. and he did not reply and u walk away angrily..? that time i got an answer.. i want to say.if u fall down from here.. i will sure jump down immediately to save you.. even if i cant as least let u land on me and u will not die.. so u keep saying dying as your last restort.. what if what i do happened? u bear to see me your brother got hurt mah? huh!!
jasmine i said before your smile and laughter around me always me happy..so always be happy.remembered? when u sad. who will be there for you? if you know.. jia you..
dont do anything silly..not worth it.. three cheers for our outstanding cute nurse ah teng haha!!

sorry cherrie..maybe i should not tell you what happened to von..that make u sad..and remember my problem is not big..because i know withj all of your support i will pass..
ah teng de problem i will settle.. cherrie concentrate on your studies first..after exam then we share.. but if you have any problem ,never hesitate tp share with me...

yvonne..take care drink more water..if not u see again,she will scold u again.. sad to see u sick ok?!!

EVERYone in the sentosa have fun.. KAH HONG BAO WAI JI HUI hhaha

lastly the jigobae quote..

**-the antidote for sadness for lady is actually tears-**

2006-07-28T14:57:00.000+08:00

it had been a long time since i felt not be able to cry out when i feel like crying,holding back your tears is really feeling terrible but, i had to do that,so as to show example to people even if you fall,do not be sad or feel as if it is the end of the world, failing ones means that giving a chance to yourself to do better in the second try...

As least i really felt like a calm nurse in the ward..so calm that the teacher also felt calm,just that a few mistake i made made her anger.....i am sorry..i passed my positioning and the lecturer told me that i did very well for that.. but i failed badly for vital sign(BP taking) and NG feeding nasogastric.

must remember what the teacher told me... i must be very sure in everything and not estimating.(I must be very accurate in every reading too) MOre hands on rather than verballise. althought i did that better than the others.. just that too much careless mistake...a small mistake in clinical practice,u can omit and retry again but in a real life patient in a ward..a simple patient can sent the patient to the montary..i do not hope for that.. i want to love all my patient and heal all their problem and life...

Now i am going to book a lab everyday for vital sign and nasogastric from the next week16 till friday... 2pm..ya but i must be firm and consistent.. jia you... I had to pass..i must trust myself like what i did today,just that now i will take more closer to the small simple step and important point..

Althought it will be a very upset day for me from this time.. but i know i cannot because there is still a lot of things for me to be done.. 4 to 6pm ICa project and 6.30pm to 9.30pm,i had to work as a tutor.. if i bring my mood to my student,they will feel down too.. but i know everytime ,i did a great job.. althought i am sad.. i am still able to carry out fun and joky things for my student ..which make my student always wants me to come.. haahha..jia you..

Thanks ah teng to come and find me to wei wo jia you.. and wish me good luck.. thanks..sorry i walk away without saying again this time..

but if you want to come my house to play or sing again, will always welcome..u haah just rememeber to call Po Po hehe...
Thanks cherrie for wishing me good luck this morning.. thanks. youtoo good luck for your test..

jigobae quote of the day...

Never give up,although you dont have the luck or talents but 99% hardwork grant you the 1% luck plus talents..

2006-07-26T12:47:00.000+08:00

hehe..jigobae kept his promise and came to blog the first blog of the day...
**-purpose is to let eveyone know that keeping promise is very important-**

oo.today morning was a tired day as yesterday, i played two match of dota with ming zhao.
haha the first match, i quitted haha,ah teng.. har. naughty.. then the second match,me and jasmine start to fool by ming zhao but changing character.. my name in game is called jellyfish and ah teng is called fish.. but when we go in.. i introduced my self as ah teng and ah teng introduced her self as jigobae.. lol

i choose my character and jasmine chose her own character, and as i am imposing as ateng, so i started to shout at jasmine which she is jigobae that why she snatch my character..haha it was so funny because from the start to the end game ,mz believed all.. hehe

but that ah teng omg.half of the game,dad woke up and then she offline than i was omg caught in the midth but had to act throughout and so i started scolding ,what happened jigobae.why are you lagging but realistic is jasmine lagging.. lol.. it was a fun match and after that i went to to play o2 jam..omg talking about o2 jam, icant believe that my big brother was such a genius.. althought it was his first time playing.once he touch the keyboard. i let him play level 4 fly magie and he got a C omg..

from young he was a genius in games and i guess it true..
**-purpose is to let everyone have fun-**

Today i went to school very early in the morning because i had a clinical practice in shs block H.. so i went there and i saw cherrie in the room but because i was busying doing nasogastric feeding ,so i could not call her..but later she went in and passed me this letter to me and to pl..
it was a reply letter from yesterday that i gave it to her.. yeah actually dont worry cherrie,yesterday i alreadly knew it will be like that .. i am mentally alright man.. just felt happy that you did not avoid me..

today after i read the message, i called you and meet you for five minute..actually i want to put my hand over your shoulder to show friendship but at that time dont noe what came over it to stop it.. maybe i will do it later... when we go to watch hong jun yang concert..dont be shock even if i hugged you..hehe.. just felt happy that you are happy,continue to laugh.. rememeber remember cherrie, dont scold bad word ,vulgar are bad.. really bad.. haha

See you later...

**-purpose is to tell cherrie that jigobae understand everything,and lets the both of us be the closest friend of all-**

HEHe..

last but not least... jigobae quote of the afternoon

(success is like a dart and you only hit the red eye when you aim hard)

TAKE CARE EVERYONE IN ve EVERYONE IN ve IS VERY UNIQUE AND SO ALL OF YOU MUST TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.. THANK YOU..

2006-07-25T18:43:00.000+08:00

HAHA ,since i promise all of you that i will update myblog than i shall do that often now...

hmm..recently many things happened.. just by one night kahhong my brother and ah teng my sister became lover.. wow..i felt like a gurdian angel.. and on that night i left suddenly is not because i felt sad ok? everyone.. is i had some urgent matter to due with but i forgot ah teng wallet is in my bag and so von called me and i ran back to give them and i am lucky that i came back as we took alot of cool photo,like super man and kissing haha..dont let the one know haha.von guess u know..

**-purpose is to come back and let everyone enjoy their fullest-**

yesterday i chatted with cherrie and i dont think i want to say as it between me and cherrie and ah teng sorry for making you jealous all the time by asking you to go away when i talk to cherrie and cherrie gave me a letter and chocolate today..haha I am very happy and i ate the chocolate and it was very sweet thanks cherrie..

i told ya that day that about the time will tell you everything.. and you are still gong and blur..today i wrote to you a letter again..dont noe whether you will understand or not..but i just hope that..no matter what happened..dont avoid me ok?..cherrie.. i told ya b4..
-**purpose is so that he could share her burden**-

i went for an family interview for my project.on toddler.. 1 to 3 year old.. haha there was this boy toddler called chen chen,my friend who is girl,her boyfriend mum is a babysister and so we went there..when we went in.. we called auntie as usual,poiletness.. we introduced ourself to the toddler.. there were six of us and i was the only guy cant blame ,we are from nursing.. before the girl finished introducing themself ,the toddler turned around and point at me ''gor gor''. then he came and hug me..so cute..then we gave ''chen chen''(toddler) a toy my friend bought for him.. and he like it but he thought is i bought and came to me and say gor gor.. an an mean oress press..then i say ok..

in the middle,the toddler started to like me alot and start bullying me by poking at my face hard and say gor gor..hehefor more than thirty time..then the babysitter said..i beat u..then we all wen Orh.... haha.. but i hug chen chen and said must be obedient ok? then he nodded..

he could do some very cute stuff.. like if you ask him where is his nose.. he will point there ..and if eyes he will blink and he could make alot of animal sounds.. like cow mooo.. dog woof..cat mew..hehe so cute..

in the house that was this brother who is firece towards the baby and will come and disturb chen chen and carrying him..upside down and after that the toddler will be very cute by dancing towards me..haha.. lol so cute.. the senario... then when he went knocking to the brother door, he will run back to me and hug me.. to ask me protect him.. then my friend said dont hug him u can see very cute thing happened..indeed. i let go my hand.. and he went tillting his head with a innocent look to the brother..and laugh heh.. cute man..

i add chicken rice after that with them..sorry cynthia for making you serious..i know you like toddler very much and you told me that yong hong has more toddler fate and baby fate.. i think i really have that,because from when i was young .my mum was a babysister le.. so i look after and played with toddler often..hehe..

**-purpose is to make the baby happy and everyone happy-**

Yvonne guess you are happy right now, althought i did not know whether did i help at all but asleast i tried..eheh friends forever...

i think that the end..cause tml i am going to blog too..stay tune to jigobae channel.. www.jigobae.blogspot.com
and if you have any queries or comments blogs it at www.jigobae.blogspot.com tag box thank ya...

lastly the jigobae quote of the day..
it is not about waiting for the dark clouds and rain to pass by but to be able to know how to dance and joy in the rain..

2006-07-21T15:18:00.000+08:00

YAM YAM YAM YAM SEY~~~~ jigobae is finally back to blog le... it has been a long time since i came back and blog..how long was it..yeah correct 72 hour..yeah so long... hehe...
**-purpose is to come back with memories and share it to everyone-**

This few... day i admit i am quite moody for some reason... but i guess on thursday,it is the worst.. but i guess i hide it so well that people thought i am happy like the rest of the day..
haha.. thanks ah teng for making smile in the afternoon...i always thought it will be the other way round but u did it..thanks.. ah teng..by the way if all of your do not know who is ahteng.. she is jasmine ok.. yesterday.. cherrie went to my lecture and von and their friends.. supposing von,cherrie and i wanted to chat but because there is von friends around so we dont feel safe to say.. not that we do not want to say von remember!! i went to find jasmine at 11 plus and saw her playing with kah hong happily..i hesitate and turned back so as not to disturb their time..but i remembered one thing,ah teng is going to have pratical exam later... i rush in with a strict face and ask her has she studied.. she say yes.. and i went to test her.. and hmm she really know her stuff..she is a very clever girl,just that lazy..
cherrie went to be her model for pulse taking and i was standing outside praying for ahteng.. god please pass ahteng.. she could be an outstanding and cute nurse in the future..give her the chance... when she came out..she look sad at me.. and then punch my hand and shouted I PASSED.. at that time .. i almost burst out to tears.. my hardwork did pay off... my praying,my questioning ,my notes..hmm... then we went on to be accomplice to trick others that she failed and she cried and jigobae is consoling her..lame right ahaha but fun..
Ah teng also got in to the cast role and i felt happy for her again...
IN ve lesson,jasmine was being told off my mr ong..jasmine what did i say.. and i could see that ah teng is quite sad at that time and.. i know i have to cheer her up.. so i sent her a message..haha lamer me... she asked me why i sad.. i said in sign language..because she sad i am sad.. if she happy i am happy ahaaha..lol cherrie also did some sign language omg i cannot understand haha but at last i did.. cherrie u had a fecver..take care..haha

i sign off here... later continue..now meeting someone in nyp

2006-07-18T17:02:00.000+08:00

Making fun of others concern for yours Are Bad... I dont know why people are so narrow minded,why cant they just open up their hearts and mind.. sad.

Thanks cherrie, i had a nice chat with you today!! haha

blog until here.later than continue blogging because had to study for HS1036

2006-07-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

Thanks for singing song with me today..thanks...

2006-07-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

Firstly,let me talk about derrick.Before the comments starts,i want to say something,if any of my words sound sensitive,pardon me.

Derrick,i want to thank you for saying huda,yonghong(buddy sia).i can really say i love you,if anyone think that what jigobae is expressing is what a gay is doing,go ahead.I dont care what other people is feeling or critising whats the relationship between me treating him.. what wrong with wearing the same colour red ...this is call brother not gay..

derrick,do u know that is one thing that i really admire and respect you for.. and that is of loving yourself so much,people says u too zhi lian love yourself too much.. i think likewise,i think this person will be the best guy model in the world.. i agree i cant say him being very handsome,.and he love himself so much althought he live in such life conditions.. this will bring example to many people who are fortunate but are hurting themself.

You are a great person.. u only want people to know that u are happy when they care for you..and i am so happy that you always join us for games..even childish game..

best friend for ever..derrick one thing, ireally feel sad that your hp is spoiled.. how i wish i could call u and chat with you and make u sing your favourite songs...even it takes hours..

one thing i want to say is,when there is time when we meet, i hope and really want that we will sit down and chat among everything under the star.. jia you...

for derrick he really hate being parts of the scandal and as for jigobae,he is always anything to it and happy,people always think that he wants to be the spotlight of the whole ve or to be the king admire of the girl,but he dont think that..jigobae just want everyone to be happy..even if it hurts jigobae... u think jigobae always smile,joke and laugh..u think he is the happiest one.. TRUTH IS IN THE HEART NOT THE EYE..

He just everyone to be happy and free of unhappiness,when jigobae ask ppl to share problem with him..ppl always think i am a pevert,what good idea can i give..PEOPLE i know when to joke when to be serious... is that wrong.. to be caring...

Everyone in ve listen,especially jasmine, u listen...yes you knew that you yourself carries the mistake of making derrick maybe unhappy..that good that you knew..if it hurts u,sorry but a man got to do what a man got to do...yes i maybe your sister..i told u before u are the girl that i like the most in ve and i told u really damn concern about..u and tell u and everyone that is not what u think of jigobae plays so much with jasmine and help jasmine with everything because jigobae love him... but is because jasmine is a unique girl that changed me and we are like good friend or even maybe sister in our past life..we share everything.. jasmine and i really thank u for being so close to me..everytime you ask me to hear u sing,ask me to eat with u and skip class with u..i am the most happiest person in the world..but is because i cherish this girl..u dont like me to call u ting ting.. i understand.. but please dont stop bossing me around..

No one is in the wrong in this VE,maybe in the first place but think this way who never make mistake at all in their life and mistake are always make when they are not in the state of mind and in the state of too much to happen and ,what von do maybe because she knew that VE the year one will never disappoint Derrick,mr ong..

sorry guys if i talk to much... VE are changing and everyone is changing,we cant stop it..just want to tell ur guys..love other people how u want people to love u..

jigobae quotes.

**-truth is in the heart not the eye-**

2006-07-14T02:36:00.000+08:00

其实我爱你

2006-07-13T14:38:00.000+08:00

talking from tuesday,it was a tired day as ming zhao,jigobae(me) and jasmine were playing enfo and after that jasmine leave in the mid of the game as she was scolded by her mum(sad).
We chat on the phone after that,i called her and nicholas called in after a moment but because Jasmine handphone prepaid card only left two dollar plus... so nicholas left ....so left me and jasmine chatting on the phone..haha we talk about alot of thing and know alot about some scandal and untrue thing..haha... jasmine always playing with me har!! haha .WE played the first in the world phone haidai,hei bai chey and xi sua sua... Then i dropped dead after that...

**-purpose is to always make tingting xiao jie happy and so that she will feel good about herself-** no matter what happen jigobae will always be there for you.. (sister forever)

I chatted with von this few day about many thing as she has queries for me,maybe my answer is contradicting but von,i can assure you one thing,whatever happen in the future will surely be a good one..jigobae never make thing sad ,only happinesss can happen in my friend life.
**-purpose is to assure von that the result she wants will be positive-**
if you have any problem in life,come find jigobae,jigobae will lend a best ear to you(friend forever)

nicholast(wei teck),in your blog,you posted a lyrics and said that the composer is annoymous and its sound bad.. how many year has we been together har!! think can escape my eye..If you dont want people to know never mind.. what i can say is..it is a nice song and i like it very much..
GOT TIME LETS COME TOGETHER AND CREATE A FRIEND SONG AGAIN
**-to let nicholas know that by putting one thoughts into a lyrics is no fault as the lyrics will be a beautiful one-**

no matter what happen,jigobae will be a brother for you (brother forever)

Cherrie,a girl who is bigger than me by a few hour or one day, 09/06/1988. jigobae is 10/06/1988.Guess its fate that bring us together..remember the first time i saw you in VE,you keep on talking non stop to a guy beside me ans that time i was thinking,how could a girl be so noisy and keep nagging on the nursing stuff.After that we never saw each other again because i had to work and so i do not have the time to attend the Ve training lesson.after a few weeks. i quitted my job and it was so conicidence that we had the Ve camp.and the first game we played,we come together again.we were holding each other hand remember..lol.. you were laughing and laughing..LOL You told me that there were bowling and i was so happy because i always wanted to play bowling and you helped me to create a nice blog that i had in my life...
i saw from your blog that you were angry with someone,cherrie... jia you, you are the strongest,why do i know because we are gemini..hehe

**-purpose is to let cherrie know that she is unique and keep on laughing never stop-**
cherrie,if you want to go to the beach and shout,never hesitate to call jigobae to go,i will defintely go...shout!! har!! haha jia you.. any school question you want to ask,never be shy to ask as you know i will always try my best to get information for you.. jiayou (gemini and da xiao jie di forever)

kahhong,benjamin.both of you has really make my life happier and happier everyday.That day we went to esplanade ,kah hong haha.. he is strong and happy.. BOa rocks for u man.. Benjamin the lala king,a very cute guy i knew in VE..hhaha was in my FI group during camping... BUT I ONLY HAVE ONE BIRD..haha the sentence i created for him..
Jia you both of you..

**-purpose is to tell kah hong that no matter what bad condition dosent matter,the thing that matter is whether you can hold to create a good future... ben dont sleep too much..jia you o2 jam king-**

If you want to go kbox or joke play 0.5.10.15.hei bai chey even if it scares me to hell,i will still take on..jia you

Paul,the character in VE which we seldom talk about..but to me he is a great friend.. he is a strong person,why do i say that.. he told me that he come from a poor family but he is working very hard and i could say that he is a very talented musician...paul you must jia you..jigobae will jigo you if you dont... remember we are the bon bon chi bon king!!hehe

**-purpose is tell paul that living in a bad situation doesnt means that you have to behave like it-**
paul come to jigobae if you have anything to say,i know you dont have a computer,i will try my best to let you connect with us..no matter what song you play on the piano,i wil always try to sing..jia you..

Huda and fazila,this two malay girl,fazila my cute adik and huda my good pal and FI cheer leader..Fazila remember the night we became brother and sister?whatever you told me i will remember,crying is not a bad thing,it will make you feel better sometime but it can be a bad thing if you cry alot because singapore will start flooding and we will all drown by your tears..
I will try my best to produce a rose a special day..the flower that you like so you will be happy everyday..do you know everytime i saw you and the happy reaction you give me and shout jigobae.. i am the most happiest person in the world..thank you..(talking about huda,we know each other through Ve camp from FI and all of us mayhave many differences but we sill becmome good friends after that,right? you never be alone huda,jigobae will play guitar with you and study with you because you belong to us..this world,every where you enter needs you..
Jia you

**-purpose is to let fazilah know that world is beautiful and living in this world is great,and let huda know that she will never be alone anymore because there is jigobae..haha cause will always jigo her until she is too busy to be alone..-**

Both of you,if you have any queries and question come and talk to jigobae,remember all of us are training nurse...

There are alot of vE kia which i havent mention and it doesnt mean all of you are not important.. you all are the best,with out all of you, i will die.. really,it has been a long time since i become so happy..thank you all thanks..i love all of you.

LAstly the jigobae's quotes..

*Able to live one more day means one more chance for yourself*

*jigobae* love everyone..

2006-07-10T17:05:00.000+08:00

starting from yesterday, i woked up quite late in the afternoon at about 11am and father bought us zhachai fan to eat. **-purpose to fill his child stomach-**

I went to help jasmine yeo ting ting with her Hs1028 journal ICA as her journal is really a tough challenge and i think she needed help.I spent quite a long time searching picture,reading journal for meaning just to create a fine summarizing journal for her.Phew,i hope i did not screw it up.I knew i did not when i saw jasmine final presentation has most of my point althought she added alot in her own point too.jasmine jia you for your Hs1028 on tuesday.
**-purpose is to help relieve her burden so she will not skip lecture because of that!!-**

Chen su lan children home was a open eye experiences,it was on saturday,therefore only 10+ children was there.I could see that the oldest about 17 and the youngest are not more than 7 year old.There was this guy call andy and he is very cute.He asked me to play passing with me and asked me why am i leaving?.. hhaha,so happy there is a small kid loving me.. nicholast and ming zhao the rest had a bad time looking after this girl who has bad attitude,from what i see.We cant blame them actually because they have their own reason of behaving like that.. Derrick and a newcomer sit together and played non stop catching with a girl,hahaa duck is being chased,so cute.. i could not believe that the pokemon master alvis is actually playing basktball with us.. i guess he is great as well..
**-purpose to make the children happy and increase bonding among VE-**

guess no one actually believe that jigobae this pevert actually knows how to play basketball,soccor,projects and many things? haha not surprise..never judge from the cover everyone.. hehe **-purpose is to make ppl chin drop when there is a real chance-**

Guess what derrick,jasmine.jigobae,nicholas,von,yi qin,kah hong,ping ding,xiu hui went to esplanade.. hhaha we sang odi odi in the lift and was stared by a group of indians,we are lucky that they did not wallop us..hahha.. jasmine made a jigobae rythem which i think is cute haha..
the rest do not want to hear,but i felt happy while hearing because someone actually can make a jigobae rythem.. so proud to be a jigobae..
**-purpose is to make everyone happy-**

Everyone Ve presents a modified game created by the Ve's kia.. 130 5,10,15 is the runner up at the moment,we are planning to play the total ve strength which may add up to 200+ cool man..haha **-purpose is to make Ve a miracle and new thing-**

Finally jigobae quote of the day **-being in a bad situation dosent mean you have to live in the situation-**

2006-07-07T14:26:00.000+08:00

yesterday was ve practice again and scandal happened,i could not believe i became the scandal lead of the day.I know i cannot blame anyone maybe because my action was really too over whelming. -** my purpose in life is to make everyone smile-**

today was the celebration of the july's people birthday and ken ken is lame by covering the candle with paper and thought that no one could notice it,hahah ,what if she burn the paper haha. -** her purpose is to give everyone a surpise-** thanks

why do we buy chocolate cake and nic and xiuhui why do we know that both of you like chocolate cake?

there are way of course

von asked xiu hui about it and solve it and the responsibiliy lies in me on how to ask nic and not making him suspicious.
i went to click his window and then asked him nic,can you help me do a survey,research said that nowsaday most male love to eat fruit cake,what do you think and what do you like.

With that i got the answer without nic suspecting me,cool?haha

-**purpose is to let him be happy**-

today jasmine wanted to go out with cherrie so she meet up with me in yck mrt station and passed me her lanyard and asked me to scan for her.After my tutorial,i met up with jasmine to help her with her 1028 ica.Jasmine youe journal is really very complicating.I told jasmine that without eye liner and make up,she looks more pretty.She is really very cute,as we are sitting alone at the north canteen,we started acting as da jie and da ge negoitating.We say that mingzhao is the guy who disturb her and she say cut off his head haha,we were joking... -**purpose is to tell her that natural are pretty**-

(Benjamin,kah hong,derrick,von,Wei teck,jasmine ye(daxiaojie),alvis,derrick,jigobae,xiuhui,pingding) Friends forever

The rest of the VE people we will be best of the best friend also... i love all of u

Quote by jigobae

***-if your trouble could not be solve,dont worry,leave it to the universe,they will heal it for you and just give them time-***

2006-07-04T17:14:00.000+08:00

I am so sorry everyone, it has been a long time since i updated my blogspot.I am so relieve now because HS1033 biology practical has finished!!

I am eager to attend Ve practice every time because only when i am in VE,i can be myself.When i am in class, i am always roles playing, i will be quiet,serious and always have to set a good example for the rest to follow.In VE i can become myself and have fun all i want and perfect the song with the whole sectional group so that we can be the spot light of singapore's best choir group.

I have a friend and she is call jasmine yeo from VE, that day she asked me which girl do i like most in Ve,i told her it is her.I really treat her as a good friend and i am always very sad to hear that she critise her ownself.There were time i felt helpless as i could not help my friend in need.

I found out after joining Nyp,VE,and many leader ship course,i had totally changed alot.
In the past,i am very shy,scare of girls,not having the courage to lead people and make friends as i am scare of people.

I learnt alot of thing in my life and i am very appreciated with what Tian gong blessed me,The great honour him gave me a nice look after a age, a good brain after one age and gave me a nice job once and i became a supervisior when i am just 17 and i was sponsor a nice V3 handphone with free monthly telephone phone just to let me workI thank tian gong for taking part and helping me so much in my life.

Yeah,i am posted to SGH singapore general hospital,surgical ward 58 with so many friends,it is a good news that the attachment only come after our final exam and holiday.I am sure it will be a nice experience,even if there is any bad one,i guess i will learned great lesson from it.The most happening thing i want to do is to do my best to take care of every patient well and touch their lifes.

AS for my exam,recently i got back my sociology test result and i got B+,which means 70 mark to 75.I hope i can continue do well for other test.

thank for everything in my life and after a long time of not writing the blog, i guess my words blast out like my saliva when i sees girl.haha

BYEBYE see all of you again.

Ve Camp Roar

2006-06-15T22:30:00.000+08:00

this is the best camp i ever been to, we shouted,we roar,we cheer,we share ,we had fun.yesterday night the daogays,solo and my team Fi made a individual performances,and it was great,dougay got the rarung prizes,solo got the most entertainment prizes and Fi got random prizes but they dont made any different cause they all contains tibits. i like the part from solo when paul and teck say wao xi da po,wao xi chao bo.. the song was nice. by dao gay i love their cheer they got the most funky cheer, wu ha! wu ha! hei~~~ chey 5 6 7 8 by fazila and team, and the most impressing i liked is of course done by my group..the top five humourous ad of the month. i want to thank huda,joyce,wei qiang and benjamin for their hardwork.thank you.

the yesterday afternoon we went bishan park for an amazing race,the hardest part is the walking of pebbles with five person leg tieing together.joyce almost cried and we have the team work we stop and let joyce leg lie on the part where there were no stone, but joyce was so strong,she said that continue if u can,we can do it.i become motivated by her words and we start shuffling slowly but in a very fast way and we got ourself the first place althought we rested for many time,and as we are about to reach the ending i shouted yeah and everyone falls down.
haha and our cm amallio start laughing and call yonghong u har..

i am so happy and this is the best camp i ever been to and it has been so long since i been myself,talking crap and acting funny is my style but i know when to be serious and when to have lots of fun... that is how to enjoy life.(my purpose in life is to make the people around me happy)

I love my friend,family and Ve,all the cm is VE i love u all..